From day one of the news of the tumors to today.

Lets see it all goes back to late april of 97 i went in to the doctor to find out why i could not hear out of my left ear from the time i was 16 years old.I always figured i lost my hearing from alwzays listen to loud music alot but i grew used to not hering out of that ear for along time but at the time of going to the doctors to find out wh i could not hear from it was due to the fact i wanted to be a cop and neeed to hear good so i want to see if it was fixable still. I had the MRI and the Dr.owens called us to go over the test. most of what he said was i had a very large tumor on my left side of the brain and i need an operation on moday or friday. it was not even a week notice of needing a major operation all at the age of 21 almost 22 years old. so it was alot to handel at that appt but i took it as gods plan from day one and i have already seen my life in heaven how it plays out before i came down here so i knew there was not much i could do but trust the doctors and god with my life. so i guess i never really gave it alot of thought about what need to be done with and just said from day one everything will work out just fine on me. he also gave us the news of a second tumor on my right side of the hearing nerve so it was just a bad day for news at a young age with my hole life ahead of me.It weried i was really never werid about these tumors to mush because i had already said i would live this life in heaven before coming down here so it was nothing i could do to change the out come now but to stay in good spirts from day one of the news. On the day of the frist operaion i could see how elsie and the rest of the family was at that time. the operaion took around 15 hours to remove the tumor so it was along day. when i woke up for first time i forgot where i was what happenedand other things i tryed to talk and yell out but i couldn't talk do to the fact i was on life support still with both arms tied down i did the only thing i could do was start kicking my feet. that was a scare felling forget what had happen and where i was but they end putting me hback to sleep for a day or two. as i slow woke up it all started to come back to me what happen. And i knew i was ok but still not sure of alot of things. I had to somewhat learn to walk again adfter tihis because iut took alot out of me but i ad faith i would be ok from this.I was in the hospital about aweek for this operation. and went back to work two work two months latter. as the months pass by it came to october i stated to have trouble hearing out of my right ear so they did another mri and said i need and operaion soon but i did not want to lost my hearing beacuse chelsie and katie was just really starting to talk and did not want to miss out that but knew it had to be done soon the day i lost my hearing was 10/31/97 of all the days to lose it on. on this sugery took along time too. i remember wakig up in the recovey room seeind dr owens trying to tell me it went good but i could not hear him but see his lips move. when the got me up to my room all the family was there and i never learn sigh lanuge or how to read lips so i was just thinking how is this going to play out now. but i found a hidden gift from god in me that night that i could read lips very well with out ever learning it so god plan that real good to have that gift inside of me. so my faith in the lord on these tumors grew bigger that night and never saw it as a bad thing that happened to me it just now i have to learn how to be a new person with my eyes being my ears. as time went by again i dad to have my third operaion in the same year to remove two and half tumos from my spinal cord in my neck. so it was hard having this one all in the same year and still havind that onhe half tumor under my spinal cord that they could not take out with out me losing filling from the neck down. some where while operating the found a fourth tumor in my neck and had an operation a month later on. i had that tumor done but was in alot of pain following night. and keep asking for my morfin to be stronger shots. and they did do that gave e more shots and was still in pain so the put me on the pump for pain medicns and still hurt so they gave another shot. but as it turned out i had an over dose of pain shots and was gone out of it the following am when elsie came up she tryed to wake me up with here cold hands on my feet but no luck on it. here is where i got a true blessingand knew there was god. Im not sure how much time passed by me but i finely work up but was out of it bad. i could hardly breath when i woke up so i was in bad shape but had some not from this world in my room with me. i keep falling asleep and every time i did i stop breathing so it was not a good sign but i keep hearing a voice saying wake up every time i stopped breathing but who was it im deaf i can't hear so was it my mind saying wake. I dont think it was who i think it was was my uncle tom that loved me very much was the one telling me to wake up because he had died earlyer in 97. he was always weried about me before he died. the voice i heard ward vry close to his. And he was sent back down to keep here on earth longer. that is what you call a true gift and faith in the lords plans it just made me stronger and better person to this day. that why im not even woried about any operaions i need to have in life because god has my family in heaven lookijng over me in the or room. it was about two year ago i started to lose weight and other things and doctors had no clue why i had mri yearly and was never told that any of my tumors had change shape so i thought i just had the half tumor in my neck along with the 40 something tumors they found on my back spinal cord in 97 but was still small and causing no problems in me. so i just figured it was due to fact of working to much and streess that was causing my problems. I guess you could say back december of last year i started getting light head and filling like i was weak at times when working and home. we just thouught maybe i getting high on my pain meds and that way i felt that. but in may the spells started happening more often even when i was driving at work but was still good to go and do what i had to do in life it in june when Dr.Porter wanted to make sure it was not tumors doing this he had an mri done i tought it would turn out out like the one hada year and half early and would show nothing but i was dead wrong. the mri report really only said one new tumor on my right side of the brain. so the films got sent to dr. owens and penka to go over and see what need to bhe done. with are appt with owens he told us i had one tumor on the right side of the brain and one on the left side of the brain and one on my swolling nerve in my neck along with the tumor the left over 11 years ago was was way big and need to come out so getting news of four new tumors that need to come out fast was alot to handle again. but i was still in good faith everyhing would work out right but not sure how. dr owens went down to the U OF U talk to alot of Doctors to figure out how to treat me best. and save my life again went and seen a dr. randy jenson down there he told us that an operation was only way to go on these so we meet with the team of doctors that did my operaion in late augest. so this time i had the filling things woulod not work out at 100% for these operation but i had faith that i would walk out of the hospital the same person and stayed up beat to the sugery date. the night before at my family blessing i could see it in every ones eyes the new i would not be ok but i keep tellijng them it would be fine you goto have faith in the lord and his plans. the day of my operaion i was my normal self joking having fun at the hospital with family and the staff there by being a smart s mouth and joking alot. as they came to take me in i gave tyler my hat i always ware and my watch he put them right on and never took them off for days. as i was kissing elsie good by i got so scared for her and new she would not handle tis operation well that i asked my dad/claude to take care of her and my kids for not knowing the out come of this. my hole way back to the or i keep thing what going to happen to me and my soul mate that make life what it is to me. i lowe elsie more than words can say i would die for her no ? ask if i had to but it also how will my kids grow up with out me here on earth that i keeped sqaying prayers to god to let everything work out right like i have been filling for months and still felt but need to ask the lord for more help to get me through and my family through this time of pain and sadness. onceon the or table i just got a calm warm filling over my body that i just relawed up and sayed to my self lets do this. after the operation when the woke me up in the or every nerve was shaking in my body so i thought i was in bad shape and it did not work out right. but then as trying to see if i could move my arms legs still i seen it with my own eyes i had the right faith in the lord on this. i think i had more than the lord with me in that room that day i had my hole heavenly family with me and looked after me. my first thought after moving seeing my legs move and arms move was i want my wife comfert and show her it all went well that we have more time on earth together she and the kids was what was on my mind alot after the operation. it a very weried filling when all your body is in shockand sure what really had happened to me in there. i was in a lot of pain and the shots was not working for me at all but i knew it was all going to be ok from here on out. elsie told me they took two tumors out of me but it was tell the next day i fully understood what ones they did. and ye i wanted dr.pepper right after i woke up what can i say it a nother true love in my life. i remember telling amy told ya it would all be ok you just got have faith and i proved to everyone that if you have faith in gods plans it will all work out right. by saturday i was ready to go homebut like that was going to happen that day. sunday i was back up doing everything my self and trying hard to go home but i just always get my way on things. but hey i did get out monday and guess what i walked out on my own feet and filling better than i have in years so look out world im steal here. my next operation on 27 i think of october should be a simple opersation nothing like this on so hey i got faith for my next two tumor that need come out and spare faith for who needs it in there life just remember the lordo and are heavenly familys do look out for us everyday just have faith in it love jason

the wife of this journey

Jason asked, when was I going to post something, about how I felt about the surgeries and everything. How I felt before the surgery was am I going to have raise our three children on my own. How would I be able to raise the teenagers living in this house when they need their dad the most for the structure. Was I good enough to do what needed done for them. Why was I going through this trial, when I had trial going on at the same time with another family memeber. How was going to take care of a husband and make sure my mom was being take care while she was doing her chemo to save her life. Somehow Our Heavenly Father knew that I was the right candidate to go through this at the same time. He knew that I have the faith in him if I could just believe in him and our savior that I would carried along with my husband and mother at the same time I would see only one set of foot prints.Which would be our saviors carring us through this.
When I was sitting through jason's surgery I could that everything would turn out the way the Heavenly father would want it to be. I guess when Jason came out of surgery and was talking to me and sister telling us that we should have Faith. Maybe, Jason knew all this time about faith in our Heavenly Father that we just need to trust him when he says that he is going to be ok, we should believe he has much faith as any one.
I would like to tell you how much appreciate and love my husband he has been a life saver from time to time through the 15 years of marriage.
Well as jason says he will try keep you updated, and once in awhile you'll catch letter from the wife of this journey.
Thank you for the prayers and thoughts that has been said for our family it helps knowing everyone prays.
The wife of this journey.

Day two being home.

Lets see here i got home Monday around ten am from the hospital and very happy on the ride home it like seeing everything you see in a new look. when i did get home i was able to shower shave and brush my teeth by myself. after relaxing a bit i went and got the rest of my hair cut off so it AL,ll even now an d yes i drove my self with elsie in the car to get it cut, so everything still working normal on me i just have a hard time standing up a nd flexing my arms steal but it all getting better day by day now. last night i sleep so good in my bed i stayed a sleep tell around 5 am when i woke up from my Head hurting and legs hurt ting i still ave Staples in my left left that i sleep one mostly so it all normal pain I'm in now. my normal pain killers are doing the job for me so things are slowly getting back to normal. the way i feel now after this operation it is the best i have have felt in along time the pressure in my neck is all but gone so it is a wonderful feeling now. i guess my hardest thing now is learning to walk with my head up high rather than always looking down like i have been for years so it a new look in how i walk i cant wait to See if my lower legs get meat back on them soon. to me it as if in the same old body but with thing working better now I'm almost hungry 24 hours day now it weired wanting food all the time so i guess it all working the way it was to work out. even though i have to have more operations soons the hardest ones are done so it will all work out good from here on out in my life. it hard to write about about my self i have been so quiet for so many years now but every one needs know how I'm doing so I'm doing my best here to talk. all i can is there are big plans for me in many years to come now it gods plan to keep me here for along time i hope. i hope to keep shocking you by how fast and good i heal hear at home, yes my big TV fix thank you lord for that. i guess in all i have always had a good out look on life with the cards i ben dealt to play on. i do miss working so i guess I'm crary for missing working but I'm not the type to sit around on there butt long so i will always be doing things o my best. but my health needs to come first then family those are what make you rich in life. for now I'm dirt poor but rich in other things well i need to go get Tyler from school will try to put post up daily on here so please check back again love you all Jason

Day two being home.

FREE ME FROM THIS PLACE!!!!

Sunday 9-21-08 from Jason himself
life after the surgery right now i want to go home bad my pain in my everyday pain right now so I'm good to head home. i woke up at 6:30 and told a few doctors i have that i was ready to go home shortly after talking to them they removed part of the iv i have in my right hand and took the spinal cord tube out in my back that was letting fluid drain from the operation and took me off the bladder hose good that never felt better to pee normal again. i have been sitting and walking all day been out of bed since 7 am feels good to be free of the bed now i just have my feeding tube in me going and drinking lots of dr.pepper here.i will be going home in the am from here to home yes BABY yes walking out of here better than when i walked in here. my neck i can turn it both ways at normal looking and my neck is almost dead back even to what it was years ago. so im doing good i cannot move my left arm and hand easy from the operation i have a rash on my right arm pit that itches from time to time but it will all go away in time. i can walk the same as i could before the operation but with my head held high again. brd BATHROOM BREAK.... Boy gotta love it win you know you gotta pee LMBO. i will write more about the fillingsand other affacts when i wouk up from the operation it is truly a blessing feeling it hard as is to type and spell right with arms acting up from the operation. and my lower back hurting from removal of the tube today. but like i said to everyone gotta have faith in God's plans if you do no matter what happens to ya will make a better person and make you stronger i know what my plans are in life and plan to see them through to the end so anyone says i wont beat any operation you will those that battle with me there.i want to thank everyone for the sport and prays on this operation i made it through at 100% here metaL I NEVER BEEN 100% So that will have to stay at over the !01% metal for now lol lets party like there no tomorrow i got a lot more time with elsie and the kids now so everyone be HAPPY NOw


P.S WOOF NEED MY HEAD SHAVED BAD
P.S AGAIN for mom newman i know in my heart you can beat your cancer so please take some of my faith to help you now if i can do it so can you. keep the faith in gods plan and fight for everything there is in this wonderful world im here for you for along time love jason

You've got to have FAITH!

These are the first words that Jason said to me (Amy-Jason's big sister) in ICU last night. Jason is doing extremely well, he has proved us all wrong and he knows it. I am so proud of him for all that he has gone through and is still going through. He is moving his arms and legs, eating and yes drinking his DR. Pepper. He obviously is in a lot of pain. The Doctors removed two separate tumors the one on his spine and the one that was on his swallowing nerve. So far we have not seen any permanent damage just slower motor skills.

Jason will be in ICU for about 3-days. Thank you for everyone that has been praying on his behalf, we truly have witnessed a miracle.

GLORY BE TO GOD

Hello again
It's 12:10 am now & I just can't get to sleep it's been an great day! WoW We have such a GREAT AWESOME GOD !!!! I just can not find the words to say how i'm feeling!! But all the GLORY & PRAISE IS GOD'S & GOD'S ALONE!!!!

PRAISE BE TO GOD!!!

Hello it is me again.

We just received word that they have finished the operation and it will take about 2 hours to close. Praise the Lord it looks like they have removed all the tumor. We will know more when the surgeon comes out to give us all the information. Thank you all for your prayers and encouragement.

UPDATE

-Hello Again,

They updated us at 3:10 pm. They are working under a microscope now and he is still stable. There is a link on the sidebar to some information about the type of tumors that Jason has that will answer more questions about his condition. The tumor they are removing today is wrapped around the spinal cord and pressing on the brain stem, causing complications.

update on jason

this is buddy (tyler) giving an update
my dad has been in sergery for a tumor for 2 1/2 hours he's doing well we will update in a little while.

buddy's post

I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kittykat

i love you daddy and hope that the big screen t.v works

Jen's Post

This is Jasons youngest sister Jen, we are at the hospital waiting while he is in surgery. I am in content waiting for word, I know that he is in Heavenly Fathers hands and whatever be his will I can accept it. I think the hardest part of this all is knowing that he will probably see Heaven before any of us and that I can honestly say I am jealous. We love you Jason and I know that that everything happens for a reason. You are an amazing person to look up to and the strongest as well, life with you is everything that I could have ever wished for, even though I didn't grow up with you I love that I am so comfortable with you and your family, I love you and know that all will work out with Heavenly Fathers hand. Love, Jen

He is now in surgery

Hello again.

Well they took him back about 12:15 to start the surgery. We should be getting updates every two hours. It took longer than anticipated to prep him this morning. Everyone seems to be keeping upbeat attitudes. We take up an entire section of the waiting room, it looks like we have moved in. Thanks for all your prayers and warm wishes.

Jason had a great attitude going into surgery. He was in a playful mood. Jason knows what he is facing and leaving it in the Lords hands. One of his last concerns, before going into surgery was his family. he asked me to take care of his wife, and family.

On the way back

Hello

This is Rob jason's older brother.
Ok for give me for that i am not a news paper reporter but i will do my best to give you up dates and such as pics & video. He arrived hear at the U of U hospital 7:00 am then family started to arrive there shortly after 11 in all so far . The staff of nurse's & doctors took him back to finish prepping him for the surgery about 8:45 am before they came to take him i had an opportunity to lead the family in a family prayer! It's now 9:30 he should be going in surgery soon the staff said once they took him back it would be about an hour before they start.